timebethine: A picture of a white man with curly hair, looking down and away. He is wearing a suit and tie. (Quiet)
timebethine ([personal profile] timebethine) wrote 2024-03-28 08:29 pm (UTC)

Quietly, "I wish thou wouldst not think of it thus. I want it. Forgetting doesn't mean I want it less--it doesn't mean I want thee less. Every time I remember too late, shame goes through me like a blade, and I recriminate myself for forgetting. I want to remember. If I could, would I not spare myself the pain of that shame?"

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